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umm well lets see what ive done since last night... cry'd the whole fucking time... i cant believe i fall for peoples shit...
then there is carl who i met at the teen center a long time ago and we talk all the time and then he tells me he likes me alot. but i dont know because he lives in north milwalkee and he doesnt get his licence till feb. and hes younder than me by like 4 months. but hes not imature and hes really sweet and hes everthing i like its just i dont know what the hell my problem is.
( this is the guy who clams he loves me... love? )
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[21 Aug 2004|07:43pm] |
i dont need this shit!!!!
why the hell does it always happen to me
what the fuck is wrong with me
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[17 Aug 2004|01:09am] |
yeah its one in the mornaing and sars being a dork...
CARTOONS.... that has absolutly nothing to do with anything that happened today....
yeah...
no more court...
yep thats all done now...
2 min later....
yeah im falling asleep
my head is really heavy
mmmmmmmmmmmm bed
yep i think thats where im gonna go
yep
so goodnight
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[16 Aug 2004|02:11pm] |
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so yeah i finally go home today and in two days is my birthday im not sure if i can go out to sha for my birthday but im not sure if anyone out there really wants to see me but whom ever wants to have some ICE CREAM CAKE please stop by my house or call and ill give you directions to come over.. im sure later in the night my mom will let me leave or i can have people over or some shit like that...
this was a nice get away but not as great as i wanted it to be because of some people.. i didnt get to see jose but he called to apologize and we caught up on a lot of bullshit... it was nice to have someone tell me that ive been the greatest chick he ever met... thats a true friend right there...
( pictures of me and sara at my dads )
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[15 Aug 2004|05:29pm] |
so we went to seven mile... it was hot and boring but we lived... i have so much stuff its never going to all fit in my bag...
so i guess davids going to help me with guitar... im so excited to learn and hes reallly good so yeah... it should be fun...i cant wait for him to come home... hes like one of the only people i can trust to talk to...
were saposed to go see jose when ever the hell he get off work... me and sara are going to have fun with the camra tonight so we'll post pictures tonight...
3 days till my birthday....
someone want to get me my dream guy????? ive already me thim i just want him to like me
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[14 Aug 2004|09:38pm] |
well today we went to church hahahahahah but it wasnt anything religous... we were saposed to make puggy pies but my dad got mad cuz he wanted to do something for our birthday so i went home... he got me an acoustic guitar im so happy its absoluty wonderful.. its used so were taking it to get a bunch of new stuff tomarrow... i got my green belt AND LIKE TEN SHIRTS AND THREE ZIP UP SWEATERS sorry about the caps... but im so happy...
ANY ONE WANT TO TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY GUITAR????? PLEASE HELP!
school starts soon and im crazy excited except that i wont get to see sha ppl as much... but ill make time for them too...
well tomarrow we go see an old friend of mine jose an im excited to see whats up with him...
4 days till my birthday!!!!!!!
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[13 Aug 2004|10:09pm] |
went shopping today... im getting a new green belt tomarrow.
trent apologized but i still kind of feel wierd about it!
1 1ove you from sar bear
yeah so im bored with this now
so im gonna go
maybe
yeah im gone
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[13 Aug 2004|02:30pm] |
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in kenosha with sara i guess right now anything is better than being back with all my so called friends... i guess life smacks you in the face sometimes...i dont know how i feel exactly yet about what was said. but of course im not gonna be happy about it...
well my dad insists on throwing me a party tho the only one here that id want at my party is sara... but i guess by now it would be the same at home...
i feel like i cant trust anyone now...it sucks that you feel like you have to act a certain way just to please people...i hate trying to be something else.
oh the fuck well i guess ~
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[11 Aug 2004|08:40am] |
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so yeah my computer sucks because my journal wont come up right on it so yeah i can hardley read the damn thing...
yesterday was such a crappy day... i went to hang out with trent and we went to visit david at work and trent kind of left me and sara with david who was still at work my i add.. and he couldn't do anything for a while after work so me and sara left to go thrift shoppping and all that shit but i was almost in tears because i always feel like such a bother to people i dont want to force people to hang out with me and thats how david felt. like he had to give us something to do... like thats the reason we were there.... i just really dont want to become annoying to him or anyone else. but like a week ago david told me we were best friends and now it seems like i never see or talk to him and when i do its all blah!
well i have to work all day well at least till 4:15... oh well
tomarrow me and sara leave for a fun filled weekend at my dads! i cant wait to get away because i feel like im gonna cry!
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[05 Aug 2004|07:08pm] |
well lets see the highlight of my stay was hmmm... nothing...i miss being home so much and ive only been gone a week er so.... my dad clamed i broke his phone and yelled at me for like three hours then when he went to go get it fixed he found out i couldnt have done it... what an ass... but i still love him...
so i sit around a lot here but i guess it gives me time to clear my head and think abotu things....
well ill be home monday night... but then im gettign sara and were comming back here for my birthday party but ill be back in nb the day before my birthday!
bored... guess i better go?
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[02 Aug 2004|04:41pm] |
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so yeah carlo this little 7th grader at my school was talking to kelley and hes all like "amanda is hott" its cute but kind of dumb. i mean hes a 7th grader. he already told me he worships the ground i walk on... what a wierd kid...
i wish more ppl thought of me that way ha...
well i dont get to tell my certain someone that i like him yet cuz now i wont be back in town till hmmmm mondayish...
lets see good news--- i can see again! bad news---i miss my friends....
maybe i can make soem money while im here! thats an idea...
i got some new pants and i loved them btu two days later and now i dont like them anymore...
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| ASK AWAY KIDDIES |
[27 Jul 2004|02:24pm] |
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you any...
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[27 Jul 2004|01:17pm] |
ahh hes so wonderful...
so yeah i had an ok day yesterday but the best part was when i got back to nb and me and sra were walking through the golf course and the sprinklers came on so we ran through those for a while and nothing seemed to matter at that moment all i was feeling so shitty till then and it just made my day...
so sara is sitting over my shoulder and she is fucking with the keybored. and she fell off her chair! haha what a silly person
ok yeah im bored with this!
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[19 Jul 2004|08:39pm] |
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[19 Jul 2004|08:39pm] |
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[19 Jul 2004|08:08pm] |
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mmmmm... raman noodles yummm... teheheh thats all pretend this was something exciting
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